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Laying in bed

I was laying there in bed moments ago and thinking to myself and just as I was about to drift to sleep I came up with this:

You have me running on vinyl. falling in grooves and taking turns id normally never think of. Jumping over needles and spinning till my gravity gives out, but when the record comes to a still and your music falls short. all thats left of me is a scratch. and.

silence.

I think this inspires me to do something but I'm not sure yet,

maybe take pics and then print them to vinyl, or even frame them with records.

And it must be a photo of a young man chasing ??? on a ??? round the ???

Im excited.

A new direction

I want to change and branch out into a new area of photography.

I seem to come up with these elaborate stages and places that could never exist, so I think soon, I want to combine drawing and photos in a collaboration, to create what is truly going on in my mind, I want to create true ART pieces, ones that scream, not speak.
I want to make something that truly breathes what I want to say....I will post such pieces on a secret account and will begin with old photos I already have....

I want to make my own world.
Im sick of this one.

I need a new direction.





Reach for the world.

100 Theme Challenge

I think Im going to do the 100 theme challenge and I will keep track of it on here.
Yup.

I'm going to need a lot of models.


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Rot
6. Break
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distastefull
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrorific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. FUCK [if this theme offends you you may do the alternate theme "Balk"]
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. +
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone

Inside?

I have such a lack of inspiration these days.
Only things on my mind are getting from point A to point B.
Its a simple mess of wake and learn.
Not a whole lot of creative opportunities in a foundation of business class.
I want to do something. I want to make something, I want to feel like I am of worth again.
Next semester I am taking an intermediate photography class.
There's so much I want to do....so little time in life. It seems like each day I spend without making something Is spent at a loss....


“Necessity is the mother of invention, it is true, but its father is creativity, and knowledge is the midwife”

Journal entry for school lawl

So I was asked to write a journal entry for my Human relations class, of course I want an A, of course my teacher is strange, and of course I do the assignment. I was asked to write about my own personal strengths and weaknesses and then elaborate. blah blah death. anyway here is my assignment I thought might or might not be appropriate to post here.

HR Journal Entry
I am a strong person in many aspects of life. I am highly intelligent, as well as a talented individual.
I have very strong opinions and I often feel the need to express them be it for better or worse.
I’m a social butterfly in every aspect of the phrase, I am very motivated, and outgoing. I can walk into a room and instantly grab everyone’s attention. Although I suppose that I have many highly contradicting weaknesses as well, Most of my strength is immediately combated by a polar opposite. Making me a walking contradiction. I love change but I hate changing. I have high expectations for those around me, yet not as much of myself. I am outgoing and timid.

My personality is a thing to be marveled and just as easily revered. . I read those around me, mold my personality to their liking, and then drop the mask the second I walk out of the room. All the while immediately re inventing myself on what’s almost hourly basis, simply to keep the world around me constantly moving at my own pace. Confusing and spacious is how I like my world to be. Those around me in a constant whirlwind of confusion, while I remain completely centered. As if pushing the merry go round with everyone else on board.
In my own mind, I am restless, in my own mind I am at peace. I have a personal saying I recently created.
You see I created an online screen name ParenthesisX. It represents me in every aspect, and I can break this simple phrase up into hundreds of meanings that pertain to me. Though speaking to one of my colleague the other day I blurted out a mess of metaphors pertaining to me under that persona.

I am Parenthesis
I am (the beginning and the end)
I am the stepping-stone to a mathematical equation with no numbers.
I am the problem and the solution I am ParenthesisX.



I find it enjoyable to be able to easily point out my strengths as well as weakness on a whim.
Although most days I feel, I am colorblind solving a Rubix Cube.

Thinking of things I like

Stuff I find beautiful/inspirational and or relevant to myself and things I like.


Cages
Birds
Ram skulls
puzzle pieces
coffee
city scape
telephone poles
wires
gears
wings
cameras
lenses
mirrors
crowns
headphones
dragons
raspberries
salt shakers
small chests
blue
bottle caps
glasses
tall socks
cathedrals
hallways
arches
spines
hands
shoulders
wrists
collar bones
Water
words
letters
Arabic language
masks
Japanese
old trees
fields
empty places
white
England
snow
eggs
feathers
couches with obnoxious print
mist
fog
skirts
women
paint
carnivals
rabbits
rats
instruments
silence