Elephant

I had a Dream the other night.

...
I was walking through mist, There was nothing to be seen.
My body felt numb.
Almost lifeless.
The air was thick and I heard a faint sound ahead, as well as a blue tint of a shadow before me.
As I proceeded closer to the sound.
The shadow came clear.
Two huge beautiful blue elephants were standing there facing each other lifting their trunks in unison, as If they could touch the sky, I continued toward them and I began to climb.
Huge black stairs were beneath my feet now as I ventured up them under the elephants trunks and continued until I saw a door a cellar door, I opened it and peeked inside and on the other side was a room.
I pulled myself up from the cellar and into the room I had arrived.
The room was dark with faint glows of blue and small spiraling rainbows and the sound of a heavy base coming from above.
I searched the room for an exit but It was to dark to see anything other then the small glows.
I stood there a moment puzzled as to what my next action would be.
Just as I was about to step forward and proceed the ceiling fell in and a bright light shine down on my face, I attempted to gaze into the light but it was far to bright.
I reached my hand up and another one came down, grasping mine firmly and pulling me up to the light.
When I opened my eyes again I was in the same place as I was before at the beginning of my dream, but the air was much cleaner now and from far away I would clearly see the elephants whom are now turned away from each other looking not quite as majestic as they once were.
I again took a step toward the elephants and I woke up.


I woke up from that dream and felt really....I don't quite know how to explain it.

Almost as if I was alone.

I sat up in my bed and tears flowed from my eyes.
Yet, I couldn't feel them.

I have no Idea what any of that means.

But for some reason my sub conscious found it to be upsetting.

*sigh*

I hate my mind sometimes.
Still..I wish I knew what it meant.