Its not the easiest job. Hell its barely a job, a job at least is something you get paid for.
No its more like something I use to ruin my life yet at the same time give some small sense of meaning to it.
I have gone into crippling debt because of conventions, ruined friendships, made new friends, learned some pretty harsh lessons and at the end of the day simply look forward to what the hell am I going to do with it next year?
I really enjoy running conventions, it not only gives me something to do but something I can enthrall all my friends in as well.
This year though.
I had pretty much given up.
I mean its not like I could turn convention running into a full time gig. Especially since I sure as hell am not getting paid for it, and neither are my volunteers.
I would love to be able to turn running conventions, doing photography and traveling into somethingI do all the time. In a sense that is what I am doing.
Yet at the same time... totally drowning in it.
I hope that I can take the lessons I learned this year and can turn it all around by next year and make something that is actually successful.
Hopefully..... I can do that.
I'm going to need help though. I have been trying to do this whole thing alone for so long, and I am starting to realize, I am not Altus. as much as I liked to say and think I am.
Its about time I start to figure out how to share the weight as well as the rewards.
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