12/29/09
Day 2 12 19 09 hours 10am - 7am
my dad asking me if I wanted to go see Avatar with them for daddys
birthday. I agree and get up from phi's and leave his place at
around 10, so hurray only like 2 hours of sleep...heh if that.
So I get to my parents house and they are already in their car ready
to go, btw I looked like hell.
I looked like as if hell took a shit on my face and by that I mean
beat in the face by hell, and by that i mean FML.
So we get to the theater and were early, helluh early, so we go
inside and wait for like 20 minuts for anything to even be ready
with some other guy who was doing the same.
we conversated with him a while and finally got our tickets, hm we
saw it in 3D!!
So pretty much I had barely slept that night.
So we get into the theater and when the previews started, My ass was
out like a light.
I missed whatever happened up untill the cripple meets the cat
bitch.
otherwise no idea how that movie started.
It was awesome for what I saw, A good thrill ride indeed.
Daddy really liked it and so did mom.
Shes so cute when she gets excited about movies and video games
hehe.
So afterwards we went out to eat, well by that I mean to this
bakery.
So in utah theres this place called kiwi bakery and I used to go as
a little girl but they closed down for many years and just recently
decided to re open.
So I was stoked to go.
We got there and I got a cream puff thing and daddy ordered the
baked fish and chips for the family.
I love that stuff, its like if sex was a fish.
and not a lesbian.
Its pretty much great.
heres us in the bakery.
So after that we went home and ate afterward I went over to Chris's
and we dinked around on the computer for a while and talked with Robyn and junk.
We found magnets on the fridge and was like oooh fun stuff and I
knelled and was playing with a drawing board and stood up and hit my
head on Chris's elbow and BAM instant headache.
As I always have when hit in the head.
Its an annoying problem I know.
I walked over to Chris's room and passed out for a few hours to rid
the headache.
I woke up that night and saw chris online doing whatever.
and said we should go out and do something, lets go fake it.
So we jumped in my car and off we went to wherever we were going.
we then drove passed this cemetery having some luminary festival and
it looked way exciting.
So we pulled over and took some photos.
We tested the light and then decided we needed a model.
so we called katrina, no answer.
called lydia.
no answer.
So we said well shit..... and I was like uhh lets go out on a limb
and call angel.
Whom I had already made peace with we texted eachother often while I
was in boise so I was not too worried about asking her to come out,
just a matter of was she willing to.
So we call her and shes like yeah sure I just need to shower and ill
come out.
So we dinked around more and while waiting we called kah-C and
Chino.
I love those two so much~!
I picked up chino and told kah-c to meet me at the hunter library
and we got her from there, we then went back to the cemetery and
took a few shots while waiting for angel.
Finally angel calls back and we go pick her up as well.
I tell her to put on a prom dress, and we then go get kah-c's prom
dress and It looked amazing.
I loved kah-c's dress It was so pretty~! she looks so good.
So we went back to the cemetery and took more photos.
One shot of which we took a bag and Chris lit it on fire and the shot
was brilliant untill Kah-C's dress caught fire lololol~!
I fell to the snow and laughed so hard, while chino and chris were
putting it out I was just rolling.
heres the shot totally worth the fire.
So then we got bored of the cemetery.
and by that I mean scared someone called the cops haha.
So we went to the mortuary and took more photos near a big beautiful tree.
She was very hetero in one
and highly lez in the other hahaha...poor chino
I think i rofl'ed at least 2 more times there as well.
We drove over to game star and took some shots of chino hes so cute.
Destination downtown magna now, I love taking photos there. I just adore that place in general.
So we found a circle of trees lit by a bunch of Christmas lights, they were so pretty we took a whole mess of shots there, in which I kept making the girls take off their jackets and they hated me for it cuz it was cold.
Chris made a great coat rack.
It was beautiful, it looked way more incredible in person, I need to practice low light photography.
So we made it to the magna downtown strip and took a shot of the fence, It was so intense!!
these little icicles were forming all over everything, It was absolutely beautiful.
wish I had a macro lens then ugh Id kill for a macro lens.
So we got back in the car and everyone was like bitch go to dees.
So we went to dees.
We get there anhd got a big booth and in the corner there was this ugly ass boy in the corner wearing a naruto headband and ya know i have seen this kid go into dees every time i have gone so far lately, maybe they are the new regulars.
ghay
their ugly
dees deserves hotter regulars!!
hah anyway.
so i called him a narutard. and angels all loud is like "WHATS A NARUTARD?!"
and im like shhh shut your whore mouth!
she was so upset she didint know what it was.
all the while the whole table kept staring at us and giving evil dirty looks.
So chino buys cheese fries, chris gets a drink, kah-c gets cheese fries to share with me and angel get a huge ass fucking brownie.
with like a tub of fudge.
I was like your sooooo obese~!
it was way funny to watch im like shit girl the fat kid just got a soda! whats wrong with you?
so we sat and made fun of eachother a while and talked about god knows what, I just know at some point in time kah-c was like "stfu dana we all know you have been ridin like a bus route."
and we laughed so hard, she later confessed it was from a song.
minus 15 points.
she coulda just went with it.
haha
we drove everyone back and it was a pretty good night.
Me and chris got back to his house after droping off chino and kah-c and angel.
me and chris were sooo tired, we layed on his bed and I attempted to play gaia, for god knows why, and I decided to get on the jigsaw puzzle, and I was so tired, I could not play it for the life of me. I played it like a blind kid in a relay race.
then passed out like the blind kid did from exaustion due to playing a relay race with a boulder.
pretty much .
that was my day/ night.
Back in utah hours 9-8am
So I woke up one morning and got a phone call from my mom saying I
should come home, and that I should give up on living in boise and
that they wanted to see me for chirstmas.
I quickly responded no, and went along with what I was doing.
I pulled out my application for school and filled it out then
noticing I needed a few letters of recomend from adults in my life,
SO I call mom back and tell her to write me a letter and that I am
spur of the moment going down to utah to see mom for christmas.
I pack up and go upstairs and tell Elizibeth that I will be leaving
for a week or so and I'll be back. I give her 100$ for rent and
Leave.
I still owe her more, but Im hoping I can get that.... well when I
can.
So I talk to chris on the phone most of the way through up untill
about mountain home or so and then Im on my own.
It was a pretty quiet drive up untill about tremonton where I was
driving behind a truck carrying crates and one of the crates decided
to fall off the back of the truck, and right at me in fog.
I swerve out of the way and the semi behind me took the hit, I
slowed down a while and eventually caught back up to the semi, that
now had a huge 2 by four in the passenger side of his wind shield.
I was llike damn, good thing marcus didint come.
he woulda helluh died.
I call a few of my friends and tell them to meet me at coffee break
at 12 and that I would be there then.
I arrive around 9ish and Go spend some time with my mom, haha even
before actually arriving to my house I stoped at chris's and picked
him up.
I called my mom when i was in twin falls and told her to go get me
bleach, because my hair looked like dick and needed a fix.
So pretty much the second I got home chris and I began dying my hair
as my mom played persona 3 on the couch of the living room.
SO my hair went from this
to this
Then off to coffee break to meet up with friends.
Chris and I arrived to see robyn and kirsty in the parking lot, bla
bla hug hug stuff stuff, we went inside and sat on the couches and
talked for about 2 hours, took photos, hit on robyn and cookie, and
had a blasty blast.
Oh and texted my ex, with lots of lulz.
he tells me "dont think of me"
I say "No worries I dont. Although I think fondly of you when I see
a mentally challenged socially akward obese teen wackin it to wow."
So robby eventually had to leave cuz she had work in the morning and
as offended as I was, I had to let er go.
haha.
We headed off to our next destination, all the while I get texts
from Alex saying he wants to see me.
So I ask where he moved to and we make our way to his appartment.
We stood on the balcony and smoked a while and talked, and he showed
us his bong collection.
as well as feed me some really good thing and i liked it.
haha
it was a granola bar wtf you thinkin.
and in his apartment he has the most awesome old school microwave.
that kat is so cool.
he rolls left.
We had a kick ass time with alex, so kick ass indeed he recorded me
a new cell phone ring tone, it sounds liek this "nts nts *ugly
gurgle noise* nts nts *ugly gurgle noise* Answer ya phone nigger~!"
I luved it. Its still my ring tone. Its ugly and amazing, just wish
he made the murlock noise, oh wait I think he did.
well so then he got tired and weleft.
We went to wal mart and visited phil for just a few minutes.
although on our way to wal mart was not that simple....
So there I am stoped at a light minding my own buisness and the
light turns green and I continue to turn left and just as im about
to turn into wal mart chris screams keep goin!!! keep going dont go
in this way!! keep goin!!
Im like shit fuck what what what!!!
He says "I looked over and this guy in the other car was all thug
about life and holding his wheel all pimp and ugly so I decided to
mock him all rude and fat, he gave me the look of a lifetime, and by
lifetime I mean the look of a thousand beatings!"
So I take the Looong way to walmart,
we turn in and chris is like "omg I think i see his car!"
Im like what no you dont hes like "aw shiiiiittt hes hiding between
the lanes!! turn turn !! go right!! okay park over ther!!! over
THERE!!"
So I do so and we get out of the car and I start walking toward the
front exit.
"no no dont go that way go around!!"
So I follow chris on an epic mission impossible.....mission?
and we run around the building like waaay out of the way, looking
out for the guy with the "evil hat" lol.
All the while since like 2 miles down the road ago, I had been
trying to explain to chris this scene in the movie american history
X.
So we would be running and im like "yeah and this black guy goes up
to his truck."
while chris is ignoring me looking out for the evil hat man from
earlier. So were running through walmart up and down the isles.
and Im like chris this is stupid that hat guy is not following us,
and chris is running off and im following him down the isles trying
to catch my breath, and I scream "STOP, just stop stop...stop.."
So he turns to me expectantly...wondering what intense thing I will
say next.
"so edward norton.."
and he bursts out with laughter he died. he literally fell ot his
knees and laughed till he cried, as I did the same.
So now a fat kid and an akwardly hair colored girl are rolling
around the floor of walmart in the cookie isle laughing
histerically.
good times.
So yeah we saw phil and things and gave him the hug of a lifetime.
haha
and stole his fries, then got bored and left.
So I drove chris back to his house, and hung out with him till 7am,
we messed around on the computer, I waited for phil to get off work
and went over to his house and stayed up a few hours talking and I
fell asleep on his bed.
Twas eventful.
That was my first day back in utah.
^^
12/12/09
Breaking dawn MUST be filmed~!
credits to THE DEVIN'S ADVOCATE
11/24/09
Ten Rules To Being Human
1. | You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. |
2. | You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." |
3. | There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." |
4. | Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. |
5. | Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. |
6. | "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." |
7. | Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself. |
8. | What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours. |
9. | Your answers lie within you. The answers to life's questions lie within you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust. |
10. | You will forget all this. |
11/19/09
Oh My Twilight
Kill me.
So I was like okay fine STFU
So marcus and I decided to sit down and watch twilight.
O how it felt so long, Good lord the acting was difficult to swallow and so non believeable.
the constant pausing and I pretty much feel the director should be shot in the face for killing and making the oooh im a vamp scene so anti climactic it made my snake slithering from one end of the cage to the other seem like a bawling and exciting relay race with a midget and a jack rabbit.
Pretty much.
I'm offended.
Offended at a pop culture that could be better realized in about 300 anime with the same storyline and a more suav love interest.
Offended at the awful photoshop jobs
Offended at how pale everyone is, how if your not deathly sick in that movie than your a vamp.
Offended at Bellas slow motion hair flip classroom entry scene.
and mildly turned on by Alice's intense leg lifts on the ball field.
otherwise the movie was an hour or so of my life I would gladly take back.
although.
pain and awful endurance from twilight aside.
New moon, seems to have a shread of hope within and a slight chance of being worth watching.
The trailer for New Moon was realeased and I was interested.
Points the trailer earned with me
10 points New Director
20 points Jacobs haircut
45 points Edwards barely in it
66 points A budget
-12 points that I hear about it every 4.3 minutes of my life for the past month.
Overall I think I'll take the time out of my life to go check out New Moon.
SO tonight on a random whim we attempted to go see the midnight showing, pulling into the theater then remembering that 103 kiss FM was doing a midnight showing of the movie and rented out a whole theater, go figure, It was the one theater we choose, we walked up to the theater to see ah what a surprise, everything in the whole theater was sold out, and about 50 twilight fans sitting in the lobby.
We shot out of there like a bat out of hell.
Upset and mildly offended, we went to subway.
Fml.
Ill probably see new moon tomorrow, before I can give an updated view on my twilight annoyance.
Till then peace.
Subway Man
And by great friends I mean we scared the shit out of him with Utah stories and he returned the favor in showing us his false leg.
He refused to tell us as to how he lost his leg, but im just guessing freak pogo sticking accident.
Upon our long 2 and a half our talk in between customers we covered strong issues like walmart, mormons and pedophilia.
It was a very insightful 2 or so hours for both party's I think.
I quite enjoyed my sammich and Cheetos tonight, and I wish upon more visits with such intriuging people as tonight.
11/2/09
Huka??
oh my wally world
10/29/09
Flying M
The boondocks saints & a land of zombies?
I saw the commercials and I think I shat myself.
all that awesome aside.
I totally saw zombieland last night!
Me and marcus went to Shige.
Pretty much one of my favorite rotating sushi bars around.
We ate so much we were gunna burst tempura all over the floor.
I have been obsessed with sushi making lately.
So we went to a coffee shop and I bought water that is in a glass bottle that seriously looks like a bottle of hairspray its friken cool.
Its like fancy norwegian water or whatev.
It makes me gigglesnort.
btw I got a text from nate and he sent a pic of bakon vodka!
I am so stoked to try this with him.
aparently its vodka brewed here that srsly tastes just like bacon, I know I know, sorta sick idea but lawl im still stoked.
aaannnyywaay.
So we go see paxton and keegan and play left for dead for a while.
while I sit on the couch and text Angel and Isak all day.
We had planned to go see where the wild things are so I ask keegan if he wants to come.
So me keegan and marcus head out to see where the wild things are, we get to the theater and it was an acid trip building asthetically. there were so many neon lights just in the lobby I was gunna blow my brains out it was just intense. haha.
So lol we get there and aparently wild things was not showing today god knows why.
So were like well shit.....
So the choice was zombieland or paranormal activity and i was like uhhhhhhh.....
I like shotguns do you like shotguns?
Keegans like yeah I like shotguns.
So zombieland it was.
We file into the theater and watch the previews for 2010 and keegan and I begin the good ole 2010 topic.
haha, so the movie starts and zombies everywhere !
I was stoked, It was definetly well writen, I lawled so hard at the "that'll do pig, that'll do."
omfg
and there was this other line we all dies the cock block brewed in a secret govermental labratory comment was brilliant as well.
I really enjoyed the movie.
Oh my lordie bill murray was a hilarious twist.
^^
The seats were pretty nice at that theater as well.
It was a really good day.
^^
Keegan was really happy we took him.
Anytime pal, anytime.
Good night indeed.
kk peace.
The moment
9/26/09
The Green Tourment
Woke up and robby bobbie called.
she came over and she took me and marcus to go to turn in our applications and some chick from Seattle talked to us and the other the applicants.
Afterwards my car broke down which is awesome. only not, it dies in the middle of the road, quite offensive.
made tony, marcus, and saul, push my car while i was laying on my car
then i decided to play dress up with robby bobbie and we wore all black gothy stuff. it was just lol. robyn did not look enough like a whore. very upsetting. :(
I went with marcus and robyn and we went to aces and fixed his piercing, oh btw we pierced marcus's lips <3
They look great. ^^
irish J got a new tattoo , sick as fuck I like it indeed.
he pointed out my ring, slightly embarrassing but ah well my reasons are my reasons.
we went driving around and went to ihop and had this awesome waitress and this cool balloon lady who stopped at every other table making balloon animals and stuff for the kids and people and i really wanted to get a balloon animal but she never stopped by the table.
anyways...
we needed alcohol. so we called up a buddy (sorry we can not share them name. it's in the rules.) and got some wonderful candy liquor. but saul was weirding us out so we were like peace out shadowbrook and hello park place. it was beautiful................... until some guy got his panties bunched up so after the exploration of the dirty lesbian fun drawer which scarred marcus for life we were out of there too.
so back to shadowbrook.... oh how we missed thee. cracked open the bottles and the party was in full swing. shot after shot in the closet of lights. god that slurpee was good........
so everyone was getting drunk and robyn and cookie were getting it on in the closet so we all bounced outside. smoke it up yo.
9/7/09
A snail called atlas
I work where I dont want to, at times that make no sense.
Because of such I can never sleep when I need to or be awake when needed.
I have constant back pains and am always in pain or am sick.
I only get around to eating one meal a day.
I never go outside.
I have no want to do anything.
Im constantly depressed beyond my conscious reasoning.
The only time I care to be alive anymore is when Im sleeping.
I live in an apartment that causes the most severe stress.
With an incompetent roommate.
And a jobless one.
both of whom totaled their cars in the same week.
I pay for everything.
I make nothing.
I do nothing.
I want something.
But have no idea what it is.
I thought this would help me go somewhere.
Leaving my parents, I thought this would help me move ahead in life.
Its just moving me 1 step closer to my demise and wasting time I could be happy in my life.
I hate it here.
But I cannot leave.
I want to go home.
Or I want to fix this place.
My ex sleeps in my living room and fucks his girlfriend around my house.
It bothers me.
Hes homeless and comes here and takes advantage of this place.
I want him to leave.
But I cant seem to say anything.
My best friend is always depressed so talking to her just keeps me in the same mindset.
I wish she was happy, so she could help me be happy.
My ex lost my snake.
so now Dratini is somewhere in my apt, we searched everywhere.
I am upset to no end.
I am constantly fatigued.
in a constant state of insomnia because people are always here.
I want them all to just leave.
But my idiotic roommate who has no care about anything but concerts wont put an end to it.
He just wants to get all my friends high and drunk.
how exciting.
I want to cry but cant.
I want to be creative but im strained.
I wish to create something but I have no want.
I have not taken a single photograph in months.
I miss the me that had willpower.
But I seem to have lost it.
:(
I wish there was some way out of here.
I just want to be free to be happy again.
an unfortunate
Im breaking, breaking.
I am loosing myself to depression and despair If this is the life we all must mold to then I would gladly be done with it.
I have no will.
No want.
Just trying to survive.
Nobody can save me.
when everybody is the problem.
I wish this was different.
I wish I could just leave this place.
9/1/09
cock block
I have no inspiration.
what a cock block ya know?
its so unfortunate.
bleah other than that cock block life... its pretty much a huge cock block.
Anime Lately
I mean we all know how a story about romeo and juliet will end but hey I didint see quite how it would happen.
Phew that anime was just, epic shit.
definitely one of my new favorite.
Another one is Darker than black.
Fuck yes.
honestly I don't think anybody could possibly be smoother than the guy on darker than black.
no lie no lie.
uhm, I saw claymore id like to finish it but its not one imma go out of my way to finish.
anyway thats an update.
8/5/09
SCANDAL
ARE FUCKING AMAZING!!
Oh em gee, just when I thought life could not get any better they have school girl uniforms.
Wow, so this band
Scandal
Is amazing.
and have won my heart in 25 minutes.
A record.
watch them, learn of them.
See them get wet.
btw, omfg the drummer.
*bites*
8/2/09
Misplaced Paths
Alas, for my conceptual beauty of the world seems to have dried out.
I have no concept to bring about such awe striking and thought provoking photographs.
What ideas may contortion in my mind, seem never to make it to film.
What is wrong with me now?
Time is not of what it seems.
and a lack of does not appear to be the cause of the absence of my will.
I wish I had the want.
The pure wish to breathe ligfe into a subject posed so eleantly in front of my lense.
What seems to be the trouble with me.
These hands seem to create no more.
All seems clear are bitterness and a shroud of nonsense spill fourth from my mouth.
Unfortunate it is.
A Photographer who has lost the will to photograph.
For once I looked to the sky and the beauty of those around me for inspiration.
No more do I seem to make the effort to avert my eyes from the ground.
7/19/09
wtf simoans?
So Im sitting on my balcony at my apt and we changed the porch light to a red light ya know just cuz we can.
Me and kelsey are sitting on the deck and talking and a random big simoan guy is like shouting up to us and is all drunk asking us if he can come up.
and im like uhhh, no?
And hes like why?
And im like uhhhh, im going to bed??
So Im in my room on the computer, and I hear "are you online?" in the front room.
and like saul wont invite anyone unless like I know or whatever so im like wtf?
whos that?
So I go out there and theres 3 huge ass simoan guys in my living room.
I was lik oh shit.
And they were all talking and looking at the place and goin on the balcony and smoking im like oh fuck.
So I sit up on the counter and im like talking to this one guy and their all drunk and they like called their friends and said they could drink up here with us and im like uuuuhhh no I have to go to work in the morning.
So this guy comes all close to me and is like you have really pretty eyes.
O___O
I was like shit im gunna get fuckuing raped in my own house.
and I was texting saul and hes like I seriously have no Idea who these guys are.
SO were all talking and sitting in my kitchen and me and saul were helluh scared, and he thought they were gunna mug him.
so another knock at the door, and we open it and theres 3 more guys.
holding a case of beer.
and im like uhhhh no.
a nd theyr like we drink here?
and im like uhh no.
please no.
omfg.
So they all left and r like whats your guys names
and im like uhh dana????
lol
It was just scary.
So they left and me and saul r freaking out.
cuz they were talking in another language and pointing at the tv and im like shit their gunna steal it lol, so we need to buy more locks aparently lol.
It was just wild.
oh my jesus.
7/18/09
Benny Benassi
This was a beautiful rave no doubt but my whole experience was in the streets front of the saltair.
I arrive to benny benassi with Vip ticket in hand ready to go dance my heart out I arrive and there are cars backed up for miles and miles.
It was quite the sight to see, there were so many people.
Cars illegally parking on the cliffs of the freeway.
I could barely believe my eyes, the parking lot was totally full and they were making cars drive all the way to the marina and people take a shuttle bus back to the event.
It was just hectic.
I parked illegally on the side of the road near an electrical fence and some no trespassing signs, along with about 16 other people.
I walked to the event it was about a mile or so down the road. I met up with 2 eventful girls who were happy to keep me company of my walk.
So just walking to the event 5 ambulances drove past us flashing their lights at separate times.
"Someone overdosed already?"
Said the young lady to my right.
"yeah my friend texted me said theres already been 4 OD's"
We continue walking there were 3 cops patrolling the surrounding area, and 5 cops rushing to the scene at the event.
We get to the doors and I recieve my wristband, It was different that everyones, Blue with stars all around reading VIP.
I enter the double doors and inside there werent as many people as I would expect, I spoke with saul for a moment and then decided to go outside, Like I always do when I get to the saltair.
I was pleasently surprised to see they were holding the even outside and the whole place was packed.
So many people this sea of bikini tops and shinny clothing, colorful wristbands, beads and lights.
The lighting and the stage was brilliant so many screens and lights, it was a spectacle to the eye, look right and you see 3 huge screens the size of my house in a line all showing visuals.
V2 Really outdid themselves on this one.
There were even fireworks when benny came on, It was an awe.
So I go up to the pit in the front of the stage and begin to dance, I danced untill my hips were sore my head punded and everything was spinning.
A feeling I love, loosing yourself to the music.
A bubble machine went off and there were beautiful round prisms dispursed into the air with the lights reflecting through them.
I decide I was going to call this a night, I didint want to stay for to long tonight, I didint really wanna go in the first place.
But oh well.
So I left through the front doors and the man at the door asks for my wristband, and rips it off of me.
I continue on through the parkind lot and out to my car.
On my way out I see a boy, skinny tall boy wearing a studded belt and a scarf a nice vest, he looked more like he was here for an indie show than anything else.
"Leaving already?"
I raised my voice to him.
He turned around and stoped and waited for me to catch up with him.
"yeah, well....*sigh* Its a really long story."
"Well I have a while to walkt to my car and I am willing to listen."
He smiles and explains to me, he brought a girl here, paid for her ticket, bought her some roll, bought her a place to hang her coat, water, and bought her food, she ditches him early on in the night and has her brother come and tell him hes weird and she does not want to see him anymore.
So he wandered around for about 4 hours at the rave, didint get a chance to dance, felt like shit and decided to leave.
Sad thing was, this was his first rave.
I was amazed.
I consoled him and spoke with him at a cross roads for about an hour.
He lives in american fork.
those of you not familiar with utah.
Thats crazy far from the saltair, about an hour and a half drive.
I stood with him and two men came up to us handing us flyers, and stood and spoke with us, they are the producers for this new venue opening up and they are stoked for it.
The boy I met Kai well his names kyler but he said call him kai, he mentions a band to the boys and says they should get that band to go to the event.
and the men are all into what he was saying, and I offer my photography skills to them, saying Ill do coverage of anything they want for em.
The man says yeah we love photographers, and taked down my number, shakes my hand and continues on putting flyers on peoples cars.
Kai gets closer to me and we continue talking all of wich eventually ended up with me up aginst a van and o.O well you get the idea, lol.
I got his number and email and told him he should go to black and white.
Or at least wonderland.
His ride came, and we parted ways.
I continued walking to my car, so far its taken me like n hour to get even half way there, I see a girl walking behind me, and I turn around to her and say "leaving already?"
And she walks up to me and begins her story.
She explains to me.
She came with some friends, they ditched her, she has no phone, she borrowed peoples phones to try and call them, she feels sick, and wants to go back to the hotel shes staying at.
I nod and say well you got a car?
She replys no I was just going to walk to the hotel.
So I think to myself, there is nto a hotel in like 15 miles from here.
I say well what hotel, and she responds the comfort inn at the airport.
My eyes widen and I relax my shoulders and offer her a ride.
she looks at me puzled and is like you would do that?
and I said yeah, I dont mind, I cant let you walk that far.
So with a bit of convincing she comes with me to my car.
She was really hessitant, then again I would be to. Some stranger wants to take me to a hotel.
She gets in my car and I explain to her how far it would be for her to walk, and that I have no problem at all taking here there.
She thanks me and we pull out of the area I was parked.
I drive down the street a ways and stop at the stop sign right before you turn on 201.
were just stoped there talking and I see this black car go before me to take a left and right as they did another car came soaring down the road and hit the other, one spun and the other made a dead stop.
I was shaking all over my body, with tears in my eyes.
I had just witnessed the winshield broke and two women flew out the winshield and they were now laying on the concrete there was glass everywhere.
two girls in bikinis and shorts, the cars were totaled. there was no hope of surviving that.
The girl in my passenger seat had her hands over her mouth and was gasping and freaking out.
I was about to get out, but thought twice of it.
Luckily there was an ambulance right behind our car, it swirved around us and they pulled over and a paramedic got out of the car and ran over to the lady on the ground she was gone.
as well as the other one.
I slowly made my left turn and we continued to the hotel, we had a long conversation about cars and reckless driving and people on drugs.
the lady I picked up was only a tad drunk.
So I get to bangerter and turn onto I 80 and turn off on this exit and there so many hotels, and she leads me to the comfort inn, we get there and she has no room key the man says she has to wait for the other party to come back before he can let her into the room. so she had to stay there and wait, I felt kinda bad leaving her there alone but I had a splitting headache and had to go home.
heh, that was the origional reason I left the rave, go figure I didint get home till about 3 hours later.
I left her there and she offered me money I wold her she should keep it, I dont need it.
She placed it in my hand, and said its the least I can do.
I closed my palm and left, I drove home slightly dizzy and just sick from what Id seen.
*sigh*
I got home and my head hurt so bad, whitney came over and we wend to dees and I told her everything. Then she brought me back home and I passed out hardcore.
Well, that was my night. ^-^
Also heres the link to the story on fox what happened http://www.fox13now.com/news/kstu-sr-201-6-person-fatal-accident,0,7864550.story
7/13/09
Pool Party In Idaho
^^
It was fun stuff.
We there's a weenier dog in a bucket and let it float around, wish I got a shot of that.
Well here are some epic shots of that adventure.
Woot lesbian power.
Kevin Fayles, Mayor Shoot
It went really well, I'm a friend of his daughter Kelsey and she thought of me to do the photoshoot for her fathers campaign.
I'm really proud of the photos, you will probably see them around the net if you follow the election.
I also did shots of his family
Here are a few of my favorite shots
Hes supposed to be super mayor
Love this one.
learn more about this man below
http://www.kevinfayles.com/
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=93338631585
http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=121476930848&h=gEOj9&u=TOsZR
Marcus Hair Cut
and marcus is like what?
and I throw him in the car and take him to a salon.
Hes like uhhh dana?
What are we doing here???
and im like.....
we cut hair lulz.
hes like whose hair?
and im like
YOU HAIRZ LAWL!
and I snip a piece of his hair in the back and a large piece falls to the floor.
*big grin*
Now your committed. O_O
His face was priceless, when he sat in the chair.
scared shitless he was.
I hand the lady a piece of paper with a hair style idea and she nods and is like how short, hes like whaaaaA?!?!!
short??
no wait dana~
I say lul this short.
and she cuts away.
here is before pic.
Here is after.
^^
Much better ne??
I like it.
So I did a photoshoot, here are a few shots.
Justice was served.
Transformers LawL
lawl transformers.
So I forgot to mention megan fox does everything in slow motion.
O___O
I mean everything. and she has to like hold someones hand to run, everytime she runs shes holding a hand, like shes unable to do so on her own.
LOL
altho in imax you will quickly find out megan fox is not perfect.
Its really world shattering so I hear.
lol
you can see she has pores.
O_O
Infected Mushroom
Went to the infected Rave.
I loved it.
Sat around with Saul and tony and Devi and Hannah and marcus and did hookah.
I got separated for a while and sat around with some old friends and we just kicked it watching these girls do some amazing poi.
I went up to the front and watched the gogo dancers outside and danced with a group of girls who were crazy hot.
Talked to this kid Adam for a while about druggies, lol that conversation happens at every rave.
I really didint know where marcus went like the whole time.
Oh and that girl hannah that tony randomly found.
Helluh made out with her....like alot.
She was crazy cute.
To bad she lives ghetto far in clearfield.
:(
Damn that.
Did a lot of dancing. I love dancing at raves, everybody is so happy.
So I searched for this guy Brennon like all night. He kept moving around.
I met him once before at Paul Van Dyk.
We danced together and I got his number.
So we planned to meet up at Infected.
So I go to the front of the stage in the pit and dance and then I feel some hands on my hips while im bustin it like shakira (not really lawl)
And I turn around and hes like hey. and im like oh really?
We talk in the pit for a minute while dancing together, then we head up by the fence and chill by the lights and he lights up a smoke for me and him, we continue with the chilling and talking, I meet some of his friends, and were all just waiting for infected mushroom to come on.
Finally its the time we waited all freaking night for.
Go up to like center front of the stage and there they are, playing cities of the future, and me and brennon dancing together.
Oh my gawd, it was probably the hottest dance Ive ever had with someone.
You know that song fucking on the dancefloor.
lmao.
yeah, something like that.
there was some ahem and uh huh.
But yeah Great time, then I told him I had to go find my friends, and hes like call me sometime I need to see you again.
So I go find tony and hannah and shes hella bored and im like how can you be bored?
and shes like idk.
Im like well no tonys boring here come with me.
So I take her out to the dancefloor and teach her how to dance.
^^
It was hella fun dancing with her~!
*glomps her*
I luff her so big.
yeah, then i set out on a search for saul since I had not seen him since the hookah no clue, finally it all ended and we met back up at my car.
Shit son though that rave was helluh fun.
Cant wait for Benny and Black and white.
7/6/09
6/15/09
So Marcus
^^
Hes been here for 2 days now, and we have sucessfully gone to the green house, coffee break, Area 51 for the dark arts festival, watched a blow up doll kill a guy, watch a cop eat spaghetti all hella nasty. Go to dees with a bunch of friends and talk about tickets for an hour and then talk about other things then tickets again and meet up with greg who was randomly there as well. Lol.
Watch marcus try to buy ciggarettes and laugh cuz hes only 18.
LMAO at Utah rules.
(He could buy em in idaho)
Picked him up at the Hilton hotel. O____O
Hella fancy.
oh my wow, and he has an epic view.
We stayed up all night, talked all night.
Woke up late.
Missed work.
Went to dennys.
Car jousted.
I almodt fell out of a window.
Went to whitneys and laughed at megan fox.
Went to Tony fabs.
Was jealous of his house.
Will probably move there lol
Its an old brothel.
Epic win.
*thinks marcus's ghost buster shirt is epic.
Raced whitney.
Met some stoner hip hop band people, who invited us to a concert.
probably wont go to that.
XD
So far eventful.
^^
6/10/09
6/5/09
Dancer
Here's a random drawing.
Hope you sorta like it lol.
6/3/09
6/2/09
Day With Aubri
So I went to eisenhower jr high the other day to visit some teachers, and It was pretty...insightful, well anyway I didint wanna drive out to redwood for no reason so I asked avalon if she wanted to chill but she was with her bf, so im all hey aubri and shes like im walking home from school.
Skipping class I see lol.
So I go pick her up and we go hang out downtown magna, and do some photoshoots.
Not gunna lie I started to get a pretty bad cough but oh well.
also we chilled at this coffee shop that I swear to god was made for senior citizens, and I got an "Italian cream soda."
which came out more like a smoothie.
Anyway also hung with Katrina whom I think is hella mad at me.
I'm just going to stay away from her for a while, not totally sure what I did but.
I hope shes not to mad.
:(
Anyway here are some of the shots from the shoot.
6/1/09
Thank you Matell for ruining my life.
So this slutty sex doll, whatshername, Barbie, took a break from getting abortions and giving herself roofies to get some tattoos, just in time for her 50th birthday! This week’s overblown and self-important tattoo-related outrage comes from various people who are VERY OFFENDED that international drug cartel Mattel has released “Totally Stylin’ Tattoo Barbie,” a children’s toy that comes with 40 different temporary tattoos that will keep this bitch from ever getting a job, as well as a “tattoo gun” for the kids to give themselves their own temporary tattoos, which is completely inappropriate, apparently.
quote:Yes, that’s right, a tattoo gun so instead of applying it with a wet wash cloth, 8 year-olds can simulate that milestone in every minor’s life experience of actual needles pumping permanent dye into their growing bodies.
Again, this has nothing to do with tattoos for consenting adults, but everything to do with age-appropriate toys. And in my humble opinion, the age 5 designated on the box is off by about 20 years and a hepatitis C shot.
This piece was squeezed from the mindgrapes of the Suburban Diva herself, Tracey Henry, who is positively aghast that CHILDREN will be using a FAKE TATTOO GUN, which is really just a stamp, essentially, but righteous indignation over stamps doesn’t get you featured on CNN, I guess.
quote:There will be some who disagree, pointing out that Barbie is just keeping up with what’s in style right now and that this is merely a toy that kids can play make-believe like other adult activities.
I counter that bellbottoms and leg-warmers didn’t need to be removed with laser treatments and Barbie’s Dream Wedding gown didn’t come with bottles of Tequila for a pretend open-bar reception.
5/31/09
checkmate
Above the bottomless pile of corpses, beside you as you lay softly down, I will be.
Until I hear the words
"Checkmate."
Confidentiality
I am pulling out all my contacts, and am starting over to see who is worth telling anything about my life to.
And those whom I will refrain from personal conversation.
If what I tell you does not harm YOU in any way or pertains to you directly, stay out of it.
I am telling you what I am for the pure sake of telling someone.
Not so you can play search and rescue.
Stay out of whats not your place to begin with.
I don't feel like I can really trust any of my friends.
My secrets will be mine alone from now on.
If you are a lucky individual whom I share any personal information of my life to, then consider yourself incredibly lucky.
I shall relinquish myself to a closed book.
Phil and I
Him and I have an agreement, and that's all anybody needs to know.
I love him to death.
Don't ever question my loyalty to that boy.
You know nothing about it.
Smoke Break
I worked yesterday from 4 to 12.
omg that was a long ass shift.
specially since its right where its hella busy.
So This guy in deli named tony haz a major crush on me.
and im like uhhh arent you married?
apparently hes getting a divorce, and hes asking me out, im like woah buddy.
woah.
I had so much fun yesterday, the new tent for smoke break is up, and I chiled with dave most the day, hes my crazy asshole juggalo friend. He gives me hard times, everyone in the store gives him them as well.
Oh my god he kicked me in the back of the leg like jeff does, and I slow fell to the ground it was crazy funny!
cuz I kicked him erlier.
Omg and ruth is this old lady mexican chick with to much makeup shes all making silly faces at dave being all "you dont love me, okay I punch you in face den."
all hella mexican and funny as hell~!
Late at night omg so I was like 2 hours away from my shift and saul gets off hella early he just came and stood next to me the remainder of my shift he was off for like 2 hours and im like kid why arent you leavin?
wtf?
So hes all talking to me about old times and this old ladys in front of me and im helping her and sauls all.
"remember that one time when you almost got arrested for that drug charge morgan put on you? with all that heroine?"
and the old ladys all O_____O?
Im like saul, your scaring people go away.
haha
Oh my jeessuuuss, its so nuts, oh and I have to share a locker with dave now cuz mine is infected or something, and I spent half my break trying to open the bastard, I cannot open those things for the life of me.
I walk into the break room.
"does anyone know how to open a locker?!"
lol
*sigh*
much more happened but my mind just went blank
hehe
aww
Good day.
5/30/09
Well at least...
----Recent photo shoot with Brian----
-----
Time seems to be such a brooding aspect lately.
Yet I feel so cornered and limp in this small window of what they call a lifetime.
Almost as If I'm dead.
Dead, In a box.
But alas,
Life in a box is better than no life at all, I expect. You'd have a chance, at least. You could lie there thinking, "Well. At least I'm not dead.
Photo shoot on the salt flats
I went to model for a photo shoot by one of my favorite photographers, Cat Palmer.
shes all sorts of awesome.
So Katrina bailed on me and so I was going to have to drive out to wendover alone, and then woot woot, Chris and tony offered to ride with me, and tony has never been there anyway.
So we all piled into my car and off we were.
It was a pretty fun drive up, we stalked a motorcycle cuz we thought it was a cop and I have been really freaked out by cops lately so we were all cautious about it and tried to zoom in on the bike to see if it was a cop bike or not and so we used the zoom on my camera, lol cameras come in such handy.
So it wasint but thats ok.
On our way to the flats we stoped a few times to take some pretty cool landscape photos, and
we come across this random ass tree in the middle of nowhere, as in like this tree and nothing around it for miles and miles, and somehow this little bastard is alive, in salt.
O___O
We were pretty amazed.
Took a photo of tony looking all cool by it haha,
But it was not just any tree, oh no.
A christmas tree.
wtf?
With a small solar pannel attatched to the lights on it we were all sorts of like what the F***?!
LOL @ us and graz in febuary, that chris was right.
We thought it was a moving crab or alien etc, it really was a random christmas tree.
(lol inside joke)
But anyway we took some shots and it was pretty randomly awesome.
Get to the flats
I took work off that day so I could do this shit.
been chillin with tony all day, lol I see him alot lately.
But its cool.
So we get there and there was another photoshoot going on for some magazine, it was pretty cool to see all this shit going on with this random red couch out there and a van and all these people and models and ugh it was quite a lot to take in.
It was crazy interesting to see though.
So we stand around for a while waiting for the other girls to arrive, there were quite a few women.
I was in group one where I ran around with a red cloth and we all danced and shit.
Was pretty fun, minus the fact the flats were hard and crusty and painful on bare feet.
It was pretty crazy though and quite the thing to see.
I personally have been meaning to do a shoot out there with a bunch of models and umbrellas.
haha, eventually right?
here are a few other shots from that day.
Cant wait to see how the photos turned out, she did individual shots as well for everyone, I looked like hell but oh well, well see how it comes out eh?
So it was all sorts of well and dandy, we returned home after stoping at a gas station in nevada.
Turned back ran out of gas in tooele.
Loled about it, had to have chris get us gas. now he probably cant go to this camping trip on the 7th but oh well.
Get home, take chris home , drop tony off at some park so he can chill with this chick, then I get a call from this girl katy, shes not my katrina, shes this pretty girl I really like who I met at work.
She invited me to a party, says shes leaving for it now but I can go to her house get money from her car and drive my ass to layton...
.....
So I do.
Do all that go to layton.
Have an awesome fun time with her at this party, drank a little, other stuff. *cough couch*
chillin at a party with a bunch or hot military men.
And the girl of my dreams.
Get a text from aldo.
Hes all hey im at peace sign park wanna meet me there?
and Im like oh sure im just a good 40 miles from home, and somewhat iniberated.
okay see you soon
So I tell everyone good bye.
Had a great time.
Drive out to see Aldo hes chilling at the park, and me and him sit and talk in his car for quite a while and eat cheezits.
I really like Aldo, hes quite the guy.
*nod nod*
Anyway him and I had a pretty good time hanging out at the park, then he had to go home and as did I seeing to how I had to work the next day.
I had one hell of a day though.
Phew I was beat.
Good times.