So since I moved to Huston 5 weeks ago things have been....strange.
I got a job working at a gas station, a Chevron which is fine I guess. It sure as hell is not the reason I cam here.
I was talked into it by a little Japanese man who caught my eye back in Salt Lake. his promise of a job and the possibility of making more money than I ever could in Utah made it an easy decision.
The job has not started yet, who knows if it actually ever will and when it does will I be ready, will I be good enough to even handle it.
I am trying to grow the fuck up here but it just does not seem to be doing me much favors.
I feel like I'm always busy but yet at the same time doing absolutely nothing.
I have really lost a lot of interest in the things I used to and its starting to piss me off.
I have not done photos I have not been doing conventions. Nothing.
I need to get back into the swing of things but I just feel so fucking lost out here I have no idea where to even start. This is getting tiring.
I need to figure myself out quick or this whole thing will have been for nothing.
I cant let that happen...
